Confuzzled.

So, yesterday, I put my bus pass in the laundry yet again. OY. It still hasn't dried. Momma's coming home today! Yay! And I still have a little bit of homework to do. Ugh. I don't really like homework.

So, the word on the street is that my pal, Vivian is having a homework party tomorrow. Idk if I can go. I really want to, but since my mom is coming home really late...I might have to spend some quality time with her. But, I'll ask and see if my mother will let me go. I hope she says yes, but Idk what my options for transportation are. I can't really go into the metro station because my bus pass probably won't work through the little ticket thing. Unless I get on outside of the train station. Idk. I'm sure the magnet on my bus pass is defective after getting a washing. I'll probably jam the machine or something.

However, if I tell my mom that it's a homework party, maybe she'll let me go. But, then I wouldn't bring any homework...Hmm. Idk. We will see.

Success!

Woohoo! I'm feeling really good about myself. I vacuumed, did the dishes, got that stain out of my floor and after this blog I will take a shower and do my laundry! Besides that stuff, I got everything done except my homework...Oops. But, the day isn't over and I think I can kill it in one day. I feel good and proud! And I think my motivation for this would be the amazing 150% I got on my math quiz. I'm amazed! As I result, everything is cleann! Ish. My vacuum isn't very strong. I think we should get a better one. That one is like from the 1800s! Jk. Not really. But, it's very old. Anyways, just like a little girl, the first thing I did was tell my mommy about my awesome grade. Teeeheee.

Omg, my brother and dad don't know how to clean. I swear. The dishes would be there forever if I didn't step in. My dad even tells me, "Hey, do the dishes okay?" My mom even told him before she left to rinse his bowl and stick it in the dishwasher immediately and not to let it sit there. Did he do that? NO. And he has the nerve to tell me to do it. Goshers!

I'm happy, free as a butterfly. I just watched ABDC. I feel like this year is gonna be better than last year's. I didn't really like last year's. But, so far, the audtitions seem to be going swell.

My desk smells like a Clorox wipe! NO, I'm not high/drunk. No worries. I drank a V8 so chill!

Water Works???

I don't know why, but I kept getting teary while I was reading this book. It happened like 4 times. And one time I actually cried. Maybe because I was reading about this poor guy. Well, it's a long story and it's fiction of course. But, I don't even think I was crying about that. I think it's the fact that the book made me think about what it would be like to lose someone. But, I mean someone super close to you. Like, for me, my mom. I would be hopeless without her. I don't know how I would survive without her. And when that thought got into my mind, there were water works. When I finished my book, I cried for like an extra minute about who knows what. I definitely don't know what. I think I just had to get it out. You know? It relieved my stress. Crying makes you feel better. You get the bad emotions out. In with the good and out with the bad. Goodness, why am I so emotional today? I miss my mommy! 2 more days. I can live.

Tomorrow is gonna be such a long day. I promised my mom I would take care of the dishes and I feel like vacuuming my room because it's a mess and I have to get this stain out of the floor, too. That plus a load of homework that I have so wisely decided to procrastinate on. Of course, I decide to get it done tomorrow. I think I'll clean first. That makes sense right? Oh gosh, my table's dirty. I have to clean that, too, but that's easy. Just a clorox wipe and I'm good to go. Dang, I needa do laundry too. Okay, I'll make a list here because I can't find a post-it.

• Vacuum
• Dishes
• Table
• Laundry
• Homework
• Floor stain
• Relax

I need to get like a mini-notebook to write like things-to-do. I always forget. 

Droopy Eyes.

Today was quite a day. The peace rally was fantastic in my opinion. A lot of people didn't get much out of it and thought it was boring, I'm sure. But, you can only have fun if you let yourself have fun. I let myself have fun and therefore, I had a good time. I'm so glad we did this and I was genuinely impressed by how many non-Lowell people came. Unfortunately they blocked them out which kinda sucked. And it was really disappointing. They should have been able to join us. Oh well.

Other than that part of the day, I started to notice that in piano class my eyes just can't stay open. I get really tired specifically in that class. Other subjects are just as boring, but for some reason, in that class, I can't help but want to fall asleep. I don't know what it is. Maybe it's the music. Oy. Buttt, woohoo! No school tomorrow. I'm so happy!

So, re-do thing is still going strong. I feel happy a lot more than my usual cranky self. Of course, I'm still complaining about little things like being tired and feeling bloated, but the re-do is coming along. However, there's one thing that still bothers me no matter how happy I am. And that is the fact that there are so many secrets and hidden jokes and stuff. I mean, I'm sure I do that, too. It's irritating though. Why can't people just say what's in their head? What's the worst that could happen? They're not gonna die. They could be mortified and feel like they're dying, but it's not the worst thing in the world.

Oh my goodness. My whiteboard calendar is missing a day. What am I gonna do now......

Things are better!

I have to say, re-do was one of the best ideas I've ever had! I'm so much happier and less stressed and I know that everything will be okay. Today was pretty awesome. I've been able to pull a total of 4 gum tricks these last two days and I jinxed 4 times too! Haha! It was sooo awesomee! Most fun ever. Well, not really. But, my day was very happy and amazing! Minus the few times I couldn't help but complain about something. I'm only human!

Well, yesterday I forgot to say that when I was taking the bus, I was listening to a song on my iPod. And I swear the most interesting thing happened. This may sound hard to believe but it really did happen. A song was playing and one of the words in the song was "paradise." Right when that word was sung, the bus passed a restaurant named, yes, it was named paradise. That was the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me! I am totally not lying! I looked like a fool as I smiled to myself. I feel like that was my beacon of hope. Idk what Paradise is supposed to mean to me though. It wasn't something helpful like believe or hope or something. It was paradise. So, Idk. I'm sure it meant something. It also inspired my re-do.

What happened today...Of course, I don't remember. I should take my own advice and take notes on my day. Well, anyways. I'm pooped from being so optimistic. When I got home, I suddenly got extremely lazy. That is expected. Oh well. Okay. Bye bye!

Re-do.

First of all, don't even read this. Just back off because this will be an extremely boring blog and you won't get anything out of it. Not that you do normally. I just need to put something down without wasting paper. Rambling nonsense, randomness, boringness. So, just click that x in the corner or your window or tab and bye bye.

Last night, while I was reviewing my day, I came to the realization that yes, people can drift away from your group of friends. And, sometimes, it might seem like they are drifting away from you. However, it is also possible that the group drifts away from you. And it can totally be for no reason. You just end up on the outside and you have nowhere to go except that other circle of friends that would gladly have you. Then, it seems like you drifted away from them, when in reality your group of people drifted away from them first.

As I was pondering this theory of mine, I also realized that I don't actually have many close friends. I swear I used to, but they have all disappointed me in some way. And they drift away. One of them has actually disappointed me twice. What does one do when their close friends has decided that said one is not a close friend after all? I don't know. I feel kind of lost. Once I start thinking negative things, I can't get the thought out of my head. I became emo. THAT'S what happened. I realize that now. Telling myself that I have no friends. Telling myself that if I ever really needed to talk to someone, I wouldn't have many places to go. And that's just sad to me. I couldn't get the thought out of my head which is why Today became such a terrible day.

In the beginning of the new year, I swore to myself that I would be more positive. I would stop complaining and just deal with and look at everything in an optimistic fashion. I was doing really good so far actually. I was very happy because everything was just perfect until last night when my world starting cracking around me. More and more cracks. It wouldn't stop. Then I get to school. I don't know why, but all those cracks couldn't hold me up anymore and everything finally gave in and crashed all around me. It's a terrible feeling. My new year's promise went out the window and completely broke like glass. Emo alert.

I've also been super nosy today and I'm sorry about that to those that have bags that I decided to stick my nose in, but if you're wondering why. Now you know. But, HEY! You're not supposed to be reading this. Go click that x!

Therefore, I call for a re-do. I don't know if that's legal in the resolution making book, but I don't care. I'm going for a re-do. A new fresh start because I need it. Besides, why should I be worrying about stupid stuff like this? It's too much drama. I mean, I still need my friend that won't disappoint, but I shouldn't have to worry about it. Whatever will be, will be. So, now. No more negativity, no more being cranky, no more complaining about stupid shit because honestly someone else is in a worse position than me or you, and no more nosiness. I'm known for being trustworthy, so if someone wants to tell me something then go ahead. I won't tell a soul. If someone doesn't, then I trust that I shouldn't care. I suggest you do what I plan on doing. RE-DO. And take my rules. Stop with the negativity, complaining, crankiness, and just accept the life you're in!

Omg, this is such a long blog. I told you not to read it! If you did, then HAHA, sucker. You wasted so much of your time reading this. But, I hope it enlightened your mindset on things. My Mamabear is going to Miami tomorrow for this World Conference thing. I'm genuinely worried so please don't put more stress on me. I'm gonna miss her! But, it's also a test to see if I can survive when she's not home. :O Uh oh. I could be in trouble. Okay, bye.

OH! I found out that my brother took not only one of my green pens, but also one of my purple ones! What the cheese burrito! My day actually started turning around once I got home though. I found out that there's leftover burrito in the fridgerator. That made me so happy! I hope you are too! Okay, bye.

OH! Since I was feeling down in the dumps, after I took a shower, I wrote "Be Happy!" with a smiley face on the steam on the mirror. It made me feel better. And if I look really closely I can still see it. Okay, bye. Really.

Once again.......

Okayy...So. I almost died...again. Oy. I was in the car with my mom and dad and we almost got hit by a car at an intersection. Wtf. Luckily for me, I wasn't watching or I probably would have gotten another heart attack. What is with this? Yesterday I almost die from falling off a chair and today in a car? I see the pattern of wheels. Wheels are the real problem. So, what's next? Hit by a bike? Scooter? Skateboard? (I almost spelled that Scateboard. WTF!) Maybe even a kid on Heely's...Who knows? But, it's really weird! Two close-to-death experiences and I don't think my brain is working properly. I can't spell correctly, I can't talk correctly, I can't think correctly. This could be the end of me. Well, that's a little dramatic. I hope I can fix myself. What's wrong with my brain, damnit? Ughh. Okay, I have to stop thinking about this. Omagah.

To add to my day, my pens went missing again! First, all the green ones disappear. And now, the one for my desk disappears? That one was important, too! I leave it out so it's handy dandy! Not for it to be stolen! What the heck. I payed for those pens. I think my brother is the culprit. I better be reimbersed because I payed for that with MY money. You could at least ask for it! Geez. Because I get freaked out when my stuff disappears. I feel better knowing who took it rather than it mysteriously disappearing. I think my folder vanished, too. I think a bottle of mayo vanished out of the kitchen once. Idk. Anyways. Ask for my damn stuff! SHEEZ! Well, then again, I guess he has the right since he's paying for my phone bill.

Which reminds me. My phone butt downloaded. You know, like buttcall. It buttdownloaded. What the cheese. And out of all the songs it could have chosen, my phone decided to download Best I Ever Had by Drake. Again, what the cheese. Is this some kind of weird message that my phone is trying to tell me? Am I it's best owner? I'm it's only owner, though. And I don't think it likes me very much since it always tells me that my message didn't send, even though it did. And I ended up sending the same message like five times! It downloaded the song twice! Maybe they cancel out to make the worst! OOOOHHH. HMMM...Idk. You can tell me your thoughts on that. I honestly don't know what to think about this.

For those of you that IM me or have my SN, you know that my icon used to be, "I want a F@$#ing burrito!" I probably got the symbols wrong and stuff. Oh well. So guess what. My brother and his girlfriend come home and what do they have?! BURRITOS!!!!!!!!!!! Do I get one? NOOOO. WHAT THE CHEESE! It's like they live to taunt me. The burritos are out to mess with me. Ugh. Of all the Mexican food they could have gotten..tacos, enchiladas, quesadillas. They got the one thing I wanted most. A fucking burrito.

Today was such a long and annoying day. Good-bye. -____________-

Oh, S***

I almost died today. My stupid chair's wheel fell out again. I totally was unaware of this. I lean back and my chair starts tipping over! One of the scariest moments of my life! Stupid chair! Luckily I caught myself before I tumbled to my death. Okay, I'm pushing it.

Today was super boring. It was soo boring that I officially cannot spell. I've made like...a kajillion typos today. I'm not even joking. I keep misspelling things! It's getting on my nerves. Maybe not misspelling, but mistyping. I spelled....Yup as Yum, Rock as Wrock and Life as Lid, etc! WTH. Something's wrong with me. Maybe I need to go to a shrink. Or maybe it's the lagginess of my computer. Either way. My fingers just don't want to listen to my brain. So...Yum, I wrock my lid.

Something feels wrong and I don't know why. Just weird. Idk.

I Have Powers. :O

Seriously. First the Miley Cyrus iPod magic the other day. And, now this. Whoa whoa. So, the power went out in my building. It was taking forever to turn on! So, I decided to light a candle. And, of course, right when I lit it, the power came back on. -____- The candle was literally lit for just one second. It was the craziest thing ever. I must have some magical powers or something!

I've always believed I was psychic because I've had dreams and the next day they happen. Like in 6th grade, I had a dream that we were gonna get our class pictures and the next day, we did! Ever since then, I've thought I've had psychic powers. But, I guess I have powers over technology instead. No psychic powers. I have the power to control technology. I just need to learn how to control my powers because right now, they're very fresh and I don't know how to use them. Maybe I could use them to get that damn WBC away from my school on Thursday. Now, that would be cool.

Yeah, so WBC is gonna come to my school this Thursday? To peacefully protest. Idk what their deal is. Their beliefs just don't make sense to me. They're so contradicting. And I watched videos of them on YouTube. They DISGUST me. It's so repulsive. Watching it made me want to throw up. I don't understand how they can be so menacing and demeaning. They frigging protest at funerals! That's just wrong! And they call everybody fags. Last time I checked, that was very wrong and I bet it still is. And they teach their children this. Some people say they're a scam and are just looking for a way to sue. They're against homosexuals and Jewish people. I just wish they would leave us alone! GTFO! If you see any of their videos, you would understand why I'm so disgusted with their behavior. It's absolutely disgusting behavior. They all say we're going to HELL. Well, then. I guess I'll see them there. HMPH.

On a happier note, I'm gonna go read Dear John and try to forget about those...barbarians.

It's Not a Word!

I just posted a comment on Vivian L.'s blog and it told me that I had to type noyer for the security code and all that good stuff. So, I said noyer out loud and my mom thought it was something offensive...But, it's not even a word...At least, I don't think so. She started to tell me that it was not a good word! LOL. She's never heard of it before, trust me. ANYWAYS....

Homework load is increasing. My brain is decreasing. Oh know. Maybe my school makes you dumber instead of smarter. That's one theory. I have no brain to form logical sentences today so I'm just gonna ramble. Idk if I can think of anything to ramble about thoughhh. Hmmm. Holy cheese! It was super cold today! Like, freezing, like. SO COLD! I am freezing as we speak. Oh well, maybe it will snow or something, but that's rare. It's probably not cold enough to do that, but I wish! Yeah, no brain=pointless blog. Nothing interesting happened today anyways. I really should write down the interesting things that happen to me. But, those are rare. I lead a boring life. So sad. Okay. Bye.

Party in the USA!

OMG, I totally forgot about this! How could I? It's so funny!

Today, I was taking the bus home and these girls in the back were playing music out loud, which really ticks me off by the way. I was listening to my iPod and trying to focus on the song I was listening to, but it's so difficult. Especially, when them girls are playing Party in the USA. So, I come to my stop and I get off. And, literally, when I crossed the street, Party in the USA came on my iPod. I couldn't stop laughing the 2 blocks I walked to get home! (MLIA Moment.)

Jerkface.

Is it the rain? The work? The new semester? What is it that's making everybody act like a freaking jerkface...Even, my parents are being jerkfaces. What's going onnn? Personally, I love the rain, the new semester, work I just have to live with. Come on! Be happy! Jeezus weezus! I miss the people I thought I knew. Where are they? Everybody's different...and awkward. It's annoying.

I honestly signed into Blogger with so much to say and catch you up on, but....I'm drawing a completely blank and I have to go to sleep soon. So, I'll leave it on that note.

Hey, Soul Sister!

"Hey, Soul Sister. I don't wanna miss a single thing you do, tonight."- Train

That song is currently a favorite. It's so beautiful and it makes me so happy! Especially in this crazy weather. Sunny, rainy, sunny, rainy. On and off all day! SO queer! You can read more about my rant on the weather on the group blog: beyondbloggerism.blogspot.com

Today was such a long day. With the new classes and everything. I feel so disorganized! I don't know what is going on in my brain. I'll figure it out soon enough though. I can't believe this is the last semester of sophomore year. I feel like I'm getting really old. Ugh. My body is old too! I'm hurting everywhere! I think I have some problems. I'm so tired, too. I just want this week to be over! AH! Okay, short blog today. Not much to say. Nothing interesting.

Maybe I should write down important things I should blog about throughout the day. Maybe that will make this more interesting. Hmmm....Well, I have a new Spanish teacher. She's so awesome. In this rainy weather, she let us out a tad early. She was like, "We should leave now before we need a boat to get us out." In her cool Spanish accent. Haha. I'm so glad I switched teachers.

Did I get hit in the face?

I'll just tell you the truth now. I am probably not going to blog everyday. So, I am going to improvise my New Year's Resolution. I will blog as much as I can. That works. Therefore, I will try to blog everyday, but if I don't, I'm not accountable. It's just easier for me. Sometimes I just get busy. Sorry!

So, on Sunday I went to a birfday party for my friend's (I'll call her Bud.) little sister (and I'll call her Munchkin.) And Munchkin has some violent friends. They all started beating up Bud's boyfriend and Bud's other friend. Pretty funny. And this one heffa just wouldn't quit.(Mexican/Viet Interesting, right?) They were slapping Bud's buds in the tushie! And Bud thought it was funny to tell them to aim for the penis. So, they did. And I am glad that Bud's buds were quick enough to shield their...sensitive area. But Heffa wouldn't stop fighting. And out of no where...he starts crying and continues to sulk for the rest of the party, until the pinata was brought out of course. And he definitely beat up that pinata. Violent kid.

But, that kid has got some competition. We were all hanging out at Vicki's house and her cousin is soooo adorable. Until he starts swearing. He swears more than I do. Literally. He's only 6! Damn, that kid learned it from his brothers. He walks past and he's all tough-like. He says GTFO of my house or F U up or F U or STFU. I still say he's adorable, but waaayyy too young to be saying that. He's in kindergarten. I think I spelled that right! But, yeah. Very interesting.

And at the moment, I am wondering...Did I get hit in the face and not know it? Because I was just rubbing my nose and it hurts on the left side! WTF, right? It's like I got hit in the face and was completely unaware of it...Come to think of it, I had a dream that I got hit in the face, except by a wave at the beach. I have a lot of weird dreams. Let's not get into that today. Anyways, I'm gonna go bounce now. See ya! (Not really.)

Best Weekend Ever

Woohoo! This is the BEST WEEKEND EVERRR! So far, at least.<--It took me five tries to type that without typos. FAIL. Well, first off, I don't have any homework because the semester's over and the next one doesn't start until Tuesday. Also, it's a 3-day weekend! Totes mah goats, dude! Awesome! Today was a pretty pointless day, though. But, the fact that I have no homework makes it awesome still! Sighh...short blog. I needa go find out what school supplies I need to buy. Later, gators.

Pants on the Ground!

Woohoo! Finals are finally overr! And I have to say, it was the BEST finals week everrr! Ah! I'm so happy right now. Can you tell? First, I would like to say that since finals are over, I can focus on blogging everyday. Are you excited? Probably not. Here's the summary of the week...

Monday: ARENA! Ah! I had almost the perfect schedule ever! It was awesome! I don't wanna jinx it though. Knock on wood! It would have been better if I got Donohue, but I guess I'm stuck with Axt. (Do you know how many people don't know how to spell his name?) I went to Costco with Poppabear after that. Omagah. We have so much food! I went to ortho later on. And they informed me that I will almost be in the last stage of my braces! Ah! That's so amazing. BUT, I can't help but think something's wrong because my teeth aren't straight yet. They're straighter, but not straight yet. Then, I proceeded to pretending to study for my chem final, piano final, and english final. I only did that because my dad was in the room. You know how parents are. They're like predators. They watch you, pretend like they don't care what you're doing, and then they POUNCE! And you're dead meat...X(

Tuesday: HELL! Chem final. Ah! I thought I was gonna Asian fail it. Then I go to piano. We get our written final back and I got a D- on that...Shhh. Don't tell my mom. And I was so nervous for my playing test. I could hardly press the keys, but I managed to get through that. PHEW. And then disaster. English final. I can tell you right now that I bombed that shit. Short answer portion...I know for sure that I got an F on that. Ugh! That was the worst final I have ever taken. But, my day turns around when I go home. I find out that I got a 100% on my Chem final. Did I find that out on Tuesday or Wednesday...I'm pretty sure it was Tuesday. Oh well. I aced it! I was so proud of myself. And then, I watched American Idol while, again, pretending to study for my math final.

Wednesday: Oy vey. I hate my PE teacher. I'll leave it at that. During lunch, we chased Maria around throwing BBQ sauce and Ranch Dressing packets at her. SO much fun. Except the ranch exploded on Catie..:( Sorry, Catie! Later, time for math. Dun dun dunnnnnn! Oy, that was a terrible test. I finished early and I counted 10 questions that I guessed on. AH! I'm horrible at math. Word got around that I aced my Chem final. I felt famous. My "5 minutes of fame." LOL. People weren't very happy with me though. I honestly didn't even know how I did it, considering I guessed on a bunch. O_O Pure luck, I say. Again, I pretended to study for my Spanish final while watching American Idol. Pants on the Ground Guy! LOL. Pants on the ground, pants on the ground, lookin' like a fool with your pants on the ground! I love him so much! Lol.

Thursday: Bombed the Spanish final. I should have studied more. Oh well. We went to stonestown after for such a relaxing day at the mall. Love it. We were taking pictures with cardboard cutouts of apple employees and one of the real workers was like, "How could would it be if you took a picture with a real one of those people?" LOL. He was funny and I give him credit for using that line. Pretty clever. He was a super nerd though. We DID take a picture with him. I was supposed to be in it, but Ryan's fail photog skills cut me out completely. JERK!

Friday: Oh what a beautiful day. I find out I Asian failed my Math test, but my teacher is so nice that if our grade went down he would take the higher grade as our final grade. Woot woot! He's awesome! I also was freaking out because I didn't follow directions for my spanish final...Woops. But, when we got it back today, she didn't mark it off! Amazing right?! I feel like my luck just keeps on running, but I know it'll run out one day and when it does, I'm gonna be hit really hard. It'll be a smack in my face. I also got a C on my English final. But, she "curved" it, in a way. So now I have a B! Which boosted my grade to a B-! Woot woot! However, my short answer portion hasn't been taken into account yet, so....I could die real soon. Maybe that's when my luck will run out. LOL. Anyways. Today was super fun. We played 10 Fingers all through lunch and had some pretty epic dares for the losers. HAH! I'm sure the video will be posted one day and you will see what happened. I tried to catch up on all the blogs I followed, but that was a fail. Too much! Sigh...What a week. I feel like it's been forever. I don't even remember the days, honestly. Anyways, I have to go work on the Monthly Mission for the BBB's. Later, gators.

NERD!

So, I was studying for English today and it was complete torture!!  I literally feel asleep twice. Ugh. I hate reading consecutively for a long period of time. And now I'm trying to study for chem but I think I've had enough. It's late and I'm tired of studying so :P!

ARGH!

OKAY! I'M REALLY SORRRRRYYYYY! I'm just really busy right now. SO here's what I'm going to do. I WILL blog everyday, except the time during finals. Because...You know how it is. I have to study! Durrrr. So this week and next week I am going to excuse myself from failing my new year's resolution. Once I'm out of finals, I promise, one blog per day. But, to catch you up.

On New Year's day, I hear that my dad put up a sign at the supermarket he works at that said, "Happy Year New!" What a dad. Apparently he was in such a rush, he couldn't tell the difference. Then, the owner of the market comes and tells employees to go look at it. They laugh of course. And my dad would be the last one to find out about this. Pretty funnayy. Then we went to the same restaurant we went to on Christmas. YUM! My parents were kareoking. LOL. They sang a duet. It was funny. That night was an awesome night. We had the whole restaurant to ourselves. Since, the boss of the super market was paying, a bunch of the employees were there. Well, the managers and supervisors and stuff like that.

The other day, I was at the bus stop and this guy starts talking to me. He asked me what day it was. And then out of NOWHERE, he said, "I want a boyfriend!" And yes, he is gay. I was so caught off guard, I just stood and nodded like an idiot. And we had a short conversationg. It was interesting and it totally made my day. Totes my goats! It was funny. Never happened to me before, but I can cross that off my lists of things to do before I die.

So, I made this list of things to catch you up on. I wrote down Chem as one of them, but I can't seem to remember what I wanted to say. What a fail list. Uhh, the only thing I can think of is that we had a crapload of chem homework. OH! Maybe it was the fact that if I get an F+ on the chem final, I can still have an A in the class! Isn't that awesome?! I love it!

Lol. Anyways, I have to go study now. I just wasted several minutes doing this. AH! I'm sorry, again. Just give me some time! Byeee!

:/

Okay! I'm really sorry! I failed this blog, AGAIN! Ah! I made no promises and no guarantees, though so I think I'm in the clear. 

Saturday was a boring day.

Today, I went to Burlington Coat Factory with my mom and got some awesome stuff! I love that place! It's so affordable and it has good quality. Ross is okay compared to BCF. Ross has terrible quality. Anyways, tomorrow I start school again. What a drag! :/ Oyyy. One week of review and then finals. Ugh. The first day of finals is such torture. That is gonna be like my death day or something. It's so sad. : _( <---I learned a new face. Thanks, Justin Speed! No, no, no! I don't belong in school! I needa be on break! How cool would it be to be home schooled. It's be like break everyday, but you'd be a lonely person. No friends. What about boarding school? I've always wanted to go to one. Like Zoey 101. PCA looks so awesome. Boarding schools are probably nothing like that, though. Reality check! School's so stressful.

Honestly, I still don't think I have school tomorrow. My alarm's gonna ring and I'm just gonna be like, "WTF! Why the heck is my alarm on?" I've been dreading this day over break. Not only do I have to be at school, but I have face the feeling of stupidity. I'm gonna feel like an idiot because I don't remember shit. Especially in Spanish class, my teacher is gonna get pissed at me. :O I'm scared. I don't know what I'm afraid of, though. It's just school. Maybe the people. I've been people deprived for quite a while. I feel like I'm gonna go to school and things are just gonna feel upside down. I will never feel right again. I'm gonna feel out of place or something. But, I have no choice. I have to go to school. Instead of running from the inevitable roller coaster ride, I'm just gonna say...Bring. It. On.

Woot Woot!

Happy New Year, everybody! I'm so glad it's a new year, but I honestly don't feel like it is. However, I'm glad to have a new start so I can improve myself and look back on what has happened. But, enough of that. Today is the first day of the new year and I'm honestly super bored! What's wrong with my life? It's boring! A lot of people celebrated this New Year with friends or at a party or doing something fun. Me? My boring self? I stayed home with the rents. I feel like such a square! Haha. That's okay. Sigh..First day of new year. It's going too fast. I didn't even change my calander yet. I should probably do that. Okay. I'm gonna go do that. Buh-Bye!